Huh...!!!

Hi..

What should i tell....

Training not yet started....[:(]

It was suppose to start 4days back but till now there is no call from our company....

Hmmm i m really worried... These people are making me very tensed.


Lets hope for best.

Atlast Joined...!!!

Hi friends...
Today(15/12/2008) was my joining date in wipro and tomorrow will be induction.
Training will start after induction day... lets see when it starts...
There is no proper work timings... sometimes it b night shifts and sometimes day shift.
So, i m totally packed...
Hmm....
After all its a job and we have to do it..!!!

Atlast joined and started...!!!

cheers..

Finally Got a Job...!!!

Hi friends..
Atlast... now i m a wiproite[:)]

On Nov 15th i got selected in wiprobpo.
As there is market recession going on, its very much difficult n almost impossible to get a job in software side now a days.
So i thought something is better than nothing. Even now my designation is tech support associate which is some what related to software. So, no issues.
My joining is on 15th of Dec 2008.

Finally i m a Job holder now.
This is my first professional job.
I thanku all my family members, friends, relatives and well wishers.
Thank u GOD!



Cheers!!!

No JoB....No FuN..!!!

Hi friends...
This time i m not in good mood.
Yes yaar,.... i m Still Jobless [:(].
I m running through very bad phase of my life.
Untill i came out there was full market for S/w but now....huh!!!
Its really my bad luck. Its been nearly 5 months i completed my MCA but still jobless.
So atlast i decided to go for tech support or customer care but strangely they are not taking MCA's and Btechs.
I m totally in dilemma and confused.
I have many dreams to fulfill but when...????
If i get JOB definetly i prove myself....
Only one chance.....only one... then i be able to change and do my things around me...[:p]
I dont know when will i come out of this great bad phase....
Can anyone help me out!!!

So, No Job ... No Fun

Happy Diwali...!!!

Hi friends...
Happy diwali to u all.
Hope u enjoyed alot...
This diwali i suffered with fever so cudn't enjoy much.
just like last diwali...[:(](last diwali bcoz of some other reasons).

In our house my family members has done it very grandly...
I like diwali most among all the festivals we celebrate.
N i hope that i can celebrate diwali very grandly next year...

JAI LAXMI MAA

A small satisfaction..!!!

03/10/08
Hi friends..
Now its 4:30pm and i m here to share a very small good thing that i have done just few hours ago.

As i was going to dilsuknagar on some work i got down bus at Ng x road. There one beggar was requesting(not begging) for tea. And strangely n differently he is giving money for the tea, even then so many people dint turn up. As i was passing thru there he called me and requested me to bring tea with his own money. But as all u know that i m very kindhearted(he he) i brought him tea with my money. After taking tea he blessed me and frankly thats all i needed.
I liked his way of requesting but not begging. I was very happy after helping him. Atleast i cud do that to him. So, this was my small satisfaction today....

My friend soundarya(an active HOPE member) used to tell about these beggars many times and she even used to ask n try to find out the solutions for their livelihood in other way than begging but we cudn't find any solution to show them a new ray of life.

I think this step can be only taken by Govt as they can only make the rules.

what say?

NAVRATRI....!!!

Hi friends..
Its navratri time so enjoy alot...
May Ma Durga bless u all with health and wealth.

In our Home we celebrated Navratri very grandly. We kept Durga maa small Idol and perform puja for nine days with Akanda deepam.
From these 4 days i m doing pooja. Daily i get up early and perform puja by 12pm.
There are lots of formalities to be done during pooja and i m doing it sincerely with all my family members.

I hope many of us also are doing the same.
Hope God bless us with prosperity, health and wealth.
Lets pray God that there shud be love and peace everywhere with humanity.
All evils turn into Good ones.
Lets pray!

JAI MATHA DI....!!!

My Dreams, My Aspirations and Many more....!!!

My dreams, My aspirations, My thoughts, My feelings and many more...

Blogspot has helped me very much in sharing my ideas, views, feelings etc.,
Atleast i can share myself, atleast i can talk to myself even if no one listen to me.
So, first a heartful thanks to Google Blogspot.

I have many dreams which has to be fulfilled.
I have many aspirations which has to be done.
I have many thoughts which has to be shared.
I have many feelings that has to be cared.

What i can say about my dreams, aspirations etc.. etc.,

Here i go....
As of now i m trying for jobs(as i completed my MCA) but as all u know there are no openings for software professionals so i m now trying for Tech support.
Actually i m not interested in doing these jobs, i want to do something different.
Since my childhood i have been thinking of being different, i think it takes somemore time to do those.

In every character i see myself in it. Yeah... i feel so...
Whatever it may be lyk when i see someone singing i simply get into it and i wish that even i could be a great singer and the same comes when i see someone dancing and the list goes on.
As i m very much interested in Singing, Dancing, Cooking, Painting and many more....

I have even started an social service organisation called
HOPE - for needy which aims at helping needy. I have started it with help of some of my friends. We have completed 4 programmes successfully under HOPE. Under Hope i want to reach the needy as much as we can. i belive in LIVE AND LET LIVE. I want to establish a school and Hospital where real needy people can get everything for free i mean who unable to bear the expenses. If i able to do it for atleast few people then i will the most happiest person in this world. After i get settled i want to make HOPE a bigger project.
Lets hope for best!

At the same time i want to be a public figure. It seems somewht strange to u all but yeah i want to be great and successfull person in my life. I even want to get into the business. I m very much interested in Hotel industry. I may start my own business in a year or two but surely i will start it one day.

I m a fashionable person so i want to wear all the fashion wears and want to give photoshots in different styles.... Hmm just lyk a famous model...
Ha Ha!!!

I want to travel this entire world in my life span. I really like travelling and seeing those wonderful adventures, sculptures, monuments etc and enjoying every bit of my journey.

One fine day i want to give a stage show where i be performing to live audience with my singing and dancing....
Really ... will it gonna happen?

Last but not least if possible i would like to be a good and responsible politician and want to change the system.
HUH!!! God knows....

I want to create my own identity in this society.....

But i feel that ... Do i get enuf time to complete all the interests i have?
Lets see!

Where there is a will, there is a way..!
Rite?

So, friends please wish me all the best in doing all the things i mentioned above.
Thanku

Note: The above mentioned are just some of my dreams, aspirations, interests etc...

My Loneliness..!!!

My loneliness....
I have many great and good friends, wonderful parents, 2 lovely brothers, nice relations, my hobbies, my dreams, my skills and many more but still i feel lonely...!
Y do i feel lonely.... really i dont understand n unable to trap it till now.
I spend most of the time alone listening to music according to my mood and doing something.
I do paint, I sing, I dance, I cook, I read but still ..... ALONE...!!!
In the evenings when i get time i just go to terrace and listen to good music from my ipod according to that mood with feelings in my heart and enjoying the surroundings.
Even when i m in group i feel like something missing in my life.
The loneliness i m facing is sometimes very impressive and sometimes very depressive.
I dont know what i m missing.... but surely n confidently i can tell that i m missing something in my life .... that is the reason of this LONELINESS....!!!

About my kind of love..!!!

Love...
the word that brings a smile on everyone's face that will be glowing like a bright sun.
Love can be in many forms as we all know but lover's love is totally different from all those n we give much importance to that. Rite!
Actually what does love means?
Hmmm....
Yeah its nothing but feeling oneself.... i mean sharing everything n being with the person whom we love heartfully.
Love is not gazing at each other but it means understanding each other n giving support, encouragement, inspiration and telling the world that whatever may happen we gonna live together forever n ever. What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined...to strengthen each other... to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories. Whenever we are low, feeling dipressed or even when we are happy and successful the first person comes in our mind is the one whom we love. Rite!
True love never expects anything in return and it does whtever it can.
There are no words to express how we feel when we are in true love. Every lover knows it very well. It should be felt. So, my dear friends fall in love... He He!!!

But i dont think now a days we find true love..wht say?

let love and peace prevail everywhere. we are humans so lets spread humanity...

And the love in my life.....
Just say Ha Ha Ha..!!!

Friends in my life..!!!

Here I would like to share all my experiences regarding my friends.
Yeah, friends in my life.
I have many friends since my childhood, some became
close n some just hi n bye type. Some use to bare me n some use
to tell my –ve points directly on my face.
Ha ha…!!
Over all I maintained a good relationship with many n I still maintain.
Hmm let’s get into my friends…
Here just I m sharing my xperiences with my friends…of only
some friends.. I m sorry if I cudnt take everyone’s name.

My first best friend is Mr.nithin kumar. He was my school friend n
best friend. We use to share everything n always be together.
Now he is doing job in Infosys. My school friends who are still
with me and cares me a lot, shares everything --
The great Gautham raghavan(MTECH, Future USAian),
veerender(MBA, working in BOA), vinayender(IISc), satish(MBA),
naresh, rajan(BUSINESS MAN) n many..!

In intermediate I met this friend called Madhu sudhan rao.
That time he was only friend as I studied my inter in govt college.
Along with him I use to have a very close friend who is muslim n her
name is Akther. She was like my very best friend that time n use to
care me a lot. Now she got married n happily settled.
Madhu is still with me n now he is working in a networking company.
My inter stage was like heaven to me. I enjoyed every bit of it.
Those were my sweet memories. May be that is the reason I was
unable to do engg inspite of having good talent.

After inter I have joined degree but it was my bad luck that
I dint get any good friend there but I maintained many good friends
that time out of college.

In MCA I got many good friends n my first friends in MCA are devika and rajini. Yadav is my dearest n
best friend in MCA along with prashanth, ravi, abhinav, Sridhar,
naresh, soumya, vijay and the list goes on.

And thru HOPE- for needy I got many friends who were with me everytime.
HOPE is the social service organization started by myself with
some of my friends. In that my close ones are sridhar, naresh, nagraj, sravan, yadav, prashanth, soundharya, pallavi, chalitha, cherry, mounica and many more.
The friends at my home are gopi, sai, sandeep, ajay, seenu, kalyan,
srikanth, sandeep again, kiran, sumanth, hemanth, ravi……list goes on.

I m sorry If I forget anyone’s name. please forgive me.
And thanku for being with me all these days in every need n deed.
Sorry if I hurt anyone, I never do it willingly but it happens
sometimes with everyone. Rite!
Thanku for baring all my mischieve things, my arrogant words,
stubborn nature. I m very glad to have all of u as my dearest friends
who cares for me and loves me. I think I m blessed. I thank GOD for blessing me
with all these friends.


I even have many gals as friends but I don’t think it is necessary
here…
Ha ha ha!!!



I want to dedicate a song for all my friends in my life.
It’s a telugu song from HAPPY DAYS.

“ padham etu pothunna, payanam endakaina,
adugu thadabaduthunna thodu rana……
chinni edabataina kanta thadi peduthunna,
gunde gathi laya lona nenu lena……
ontaraina otamaina venta nadiche needavega……….
ooo my friend……… thadi kannulane thudichina nesthama
ooo my friend……… odi dhudukulalo nilichina snehama ”

Thanku friends...!!!!
All the best to u all.
Keep smiling[:)]

I like to walk in Rain..!!!

" A walk in rain is a delightful experience. When I am sad, when the question of my existence bothers me, when I recall my failures, I go out in the rain, to feel the joy of sorrow, the music of rain. I walk in the rain, feeling the cold on the flooded road, the touch of the falling drops, the thrill of thunder. My vision gets blurred, my cheeks wet. I walk in wet clothes through the empty streets. I look to the sky to see the drop falling on my eyes. I see the birds huddling together to stay warm. I see the frog leaping from one side of the street to another. I see the water of the nearby pond rippling and I see the lotuses dancing. The rain is washes away my tears and I become aware of the fact that no one sees me crying. "
-- written by charlie Chaplin

And my walk in rain is all about My loneliness, My depression, My feelings which i wanted to share with my special ones always but....
The other side is that i would like to have ice creams in rain which is a thrilling part that i enjoy alot and the main thing is that i always like to play n dance in rain like anything forgetting this world n getting into my imaginations.

Me Painting...!!!

Hmmm...
What can i tell about my painting hobby!
I have been into painting since my childhood bt after my intermediate i stopped it completely.
But again now i want to start it strongly....
Yeah i m planning for that...this time I to purchase a canvas and do a full fledged paintings.
Just waiting for correct time as now i m busying in getting jobs...
I m very much interested in oil painting n sketching.
Lets see i may become a good artiste and can have lots of my painting collection.
who knows!!!

Me Travelling..!!!

Travelling...!!!
One of my dearest hobbies...yeah i like travelling very much.
I would like to travel this entire world within my life time.
Travelling to each n every country n spending time in their own way is something like i want to do from my childhood.
But till now i just went to some places in our country.... around 3 to 4 places.
I hope that by one day i surely travel atleast some parts of this world.

Me Dancing..!!!

Haaaa!!!
I would like to dance with my girl like this one day...!
I m very much interested in dancing n i practice all the dance steps.
My favt dancers r hrithik roshan, michael jackson, chiranjeevi.
I wanted to learn classical and western dance...but due to some cirumstances...i couldn't.
Even then i dance well(its true...my body is very flexible).
So, GOD please bless me....yaar!!!

Me Cooking..!!!

Hmm Delicious ...isn't it!
I love cooking and eating...ha ha ha.
I m a good cook(i believe so n dont worry everyone eats well when i cook).
I m a big foodie. I like to taste every kind of food tht gets in this world.
So, friends next time when u visit my house dont forget to KISS this little cook.
Cool!!!

Me singing...!!!

I feel like KING OF THE WORLD while i m singing coz i m a good singer...
Dont laugh...its true!
I like singing very much....
I mainly spend my valuable time on music...
Mostly in the evenings i go up to my terrace , sit lonely n listen to good music.
Music totally depends upon my mood. I feel very relaxed, confident, cool and many more such things when i listen n sing songs.
Music is like strength to me.
My favt singers r many...lyk kishore kumar(the gr8 singer), mukesh, rafi, shaan, sonu....i think almost all singers who sings well....he he.
I want to learn some of the instruments in music....mainly guitar...
Just imagine ...santosh playing guitar and singing a beautiful song on stage...
wow..wht a sight....isn't it!
Lets hope for best.

About Me

Hi friends
Hmm abt me!
I m santosh kumar and close people call me with the name santhu.
I was born on 20th Feb.
As my name itself says that i always wants to see smile on every ones face.
I m very caring and this is the thing which always hurts me alot. Y i dont know
but no one understands my caringness.
I m very jovial, friendly and can mingle with every one very easily.
I m very sensitive and emotional. I respect family values.
I trust every one very easily(within no time) and this is the thing which
always pushes me into troubles.


I do expect alot from others. I think caring, trusting and expecting hurts me more.
I tried many times to overcome and not to care, trust and expect bt couldn't succeed.


I have lots of friends and want to maintain it till end.


I m very much single and not ready to mingle. You can call me as Mr.lonely.


I have full respect towards our great country. I really want to do something
for our country. In that sense i started an organization called HOPE - for needy
which aims at helping the needy.


My hobbies:
Singing,
Dancing,
Making friends,
Traveling,
Painting,
Cooking,
and the list continues....


About friend:
A person you know well and regard with affection and trust.


About Love:
It happens only once and rest is just life!(if it is true).


There are many good things and as well as bad things in me. I think i have
experienced everything in my life till now.


I want to create my own identity in this society and working towards my goal.


And anyone wants to know more about me...feel free to ask...[:)]



Thanku

Tunes in my head

Hi friends
I m here to SHARE SOME OF MY FEELINGS about this society, discrimination, voilence, love, care
and many more things.
I really wonder and dont understand where this world is going on.
Where is humanity and sometimes i ask myself is there any humanity left in this world.
If so, then y this discrimination, y this untouchability, y this poverty, and y everyone is selfish
Y? Y? Y?
There are many persons who tried and succeeded atleast for some extent in making this world better.
But anyone following those rules made by such great persons.
If any one talks abt the principles then people will start looking him/her as a fool.
Everyone wants luxury life and everyone wants to be happy doesnt matter how they get it.
Thats the reason RICH GETTING RICHER AND POOR GETTING POORER.
And abt our politics huh!!! politics is just for earning money.
Actually wht is politics....In my terms the person who wants to enter in to the politics
should leave his personal life coz joining politics is to serve people without any selfishness and
partiality.
But wht abt today's politics?
It has just become a very easy and unpunishable process of earning money.
Rich countries are dominating the poor and developing countries.
What happens if they give support to the poor and developing countries.
After all we are humans.
The great threat now the world is facing is TERRORISM.
Y do people get into this act there is no reason other than poverty and unemployment.
By birth no one becomes criminal but the situations makes him to do so.
Dont u think todays world has all the bad qualities instead of having and making good ones.

Just imagine the world with full of love, affection and peace prevailing everywhere.
Yes we can make that world to come true but who is going to take the initiative?
Only the todays youth and do u think that todays youth has that capability?
yeah, they have but...no one wants to start first.
They dont show much interest in helping a poor child than spending lots of money to modify their
old bike.
Isn't it true?
If a person individually changes then definetly society will change coz society is not a thing
its a make up of so many people with same thoughts.

Here my request to all of u is ...please do concentrate on the society and its goodness.
please feel responsible.

Then the day which we are dreaming of is not so far away.
The world with LOVE, AFFECTION AND PEACE enjoying our lifes in GOOD ENVIRONMENT.

Thanku