My Loneliness..!!!

My loneliness....
I have many great and good friends, wonderful parents, 2 lovely brothers, nice relations, my hobbies, my dreams, my skills and many more but still i feel lonely...!
Y do i feel lonely.... really i dont understand n unable to trap it till now.
I spend most of the time alone listening to music according to my mood and doing something.
I do paint, I sing, I dance, I cook, I read but still ..... ALONE...!!!
In the evenings when i get time i just go to terrace and listen to good music from my ipod according to that mood with feelings in my heart and enjoying the surroundings.
Even when i m in group i feel like something missing in my life.
The loneliness i m facing is sometimes very impressive and sometimes very depressive.
I dont know what i m missing.... but surely n confidently i can tell that i m missing something in my life .... that is the reason of this LONELINESS....!!!

About my kind of love..!!!

Love...
the word that brings a smile on everyone's face that will be glowing like a bright sun.
Love can be in many forms as we all know but lover's love is totally different from all those n we give much importance to that. Rite!
Actually what does love means?
Hmmm....
Yeah its nothing but feeling oneself.... i mean sharing everything n being with the person whom we love heartfully.
Love is not gazing at each other but it means understanding each other n giving support, encouragement, inspiration and telling the world that whatever may happen we gonna live together forever n ever. What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined...to strengthen each other... to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories. Whenever we are low, feeling dipressed or even when we are happy and successful the first person comes in our mind is the one whom we love. Rite!
True love never expects anything in return and it does whtever it can.
There are no words to express how we feel when we are in true love. Every lover knows it very well. It should be felt. So, my dear friends fall in love... He He!!!

But i dont think now a days we find true love..wht say?

let love and peace prevail everywhere. we are humans so lets spread humanity...

And the love in my life.....
Just say Ha Ha Ha..!!!

Friends in my life..!!!

Here I would like to share all my experiences regarding my friends.
Yeah, friends in my life.
I have many friends since my childhood, some became
close n some just hi n bye type. Some use to bare me n some use
to tell my –ve points directly on my face.
Ha ha…!!
Over all I maintained a good relationship with many n I still maintain.
Hmm let’s get into my friends…
Here just I m sharing my xperiences with my friends…of only
some friends.. I m sorry if I cudnt take everyone’s name.

My first best friend is Mr.nithin kumar. He was my school friend n
best friend. We use to share everything n always be together.
Now he is doing job in Infosys. My school friends who are still
with me and cares me a lot, shares everything --
The great Gautham raghavan(MTECH, Future USAian),
veerender(MBA, working in BOA), vinayender(IISc), satish(MBA),
naresh, rajan(BUSINESS MAN) n many..!

In intermediate I met this friend called Madhu sudhan rao.
That time he was only friend as I studied my inter in govt college.
Along with him I use to have a very close friend who is muslim n her
name is Akther. She was like my very best friend that time n use to
care me a lot. Now she got married n happily settled.
Madhu is still with me n now he is working in a networking company.
My inter stage was like heaven to me. I enjoyed every bit of it.
Those were my sweet memories. May be that is the reason I was
unable to do engg inspite of having good talent.

After inter I have joined degree but it was my bad luck that
I dint get any good friend there but I maintained many good friends
that time out of college.

In MCA I got many good friends n my first friends in MCA are devika and rajini. Yadav is my dearest n
best friend in MCA along with prashanth, ravi, abhinav, Sridhar,
naresh, soumya, vijay and the list goes on.

And thru HOPE- for needy I got many friends who were with me everytime.
HOPE is the social service organization started by myself with
some of my friends. In that my close ones are sridhar, naresh, nagraj, sravan, yadav, prashanth, soundharya, pallavi, chalitha, cherry, mounica and many more.
The friends at my home are gopi, sai, sandeep, ajay, seenu, kalyan,
srikanth, sandeep again, kiran, sumanth, hemanth, ravi……list goes on.

I m sorry If I forget anyone’s name. please forgive me.
And thanku for being with me all these days in every need n deed.
Sorry if I hurt anyone, I never do it willingly but it happens
sometimes with everyone. Rite!
Thanku for baring all my mischieve things, my arrogant words,
stubborn nature. I m very glad to have all of u as my dearest friends
who cares for me and loves me. I think I m blessed. I thank GOD for blessing me
with all these friends.


I even have many gals as friends but I don’t think it is necessary
here…
Ha ha ha!!!



I want to dedicate a song for all my friends in my life.
It’s a telugu song from HAPPY DAYS.

“ padham etu pothunna, payanam endakaina,
adugu thadabaduthunna thodu rana……
chinni edabataina kanta thadi peduthunna,
gunde gathi laya lona nenu lena……
ontaraina otamaina venta nadiche needavega……….
ooo my friend……… thadi kannulane thudichina nesthama
ooo my friend……… odi dhudukulalo nilichina snehama ”

Thanku friends...!!!!
All the best to u all.
Keep smiling[:)]

I like to walk in Rain..!!!

" A walk in rain is a delightful experience. When I am sad, when the question of my existence bothers me, when I recall my failures, I go out in the rain, to feel the joy of sorrow, the music of rain. I walk in the rain, feeling the cold on the flooded road, the touch of the falling drops, the thrill of thunder. My vision gets blurred, my cheeks wet. I walk in wet clothes through the empty streets. I look to the sky to see the drop falling on my eyes. I see the birds huddling together to stay warm. I see the frog leaping from one side of the street to another. I see the water of the nearby pond rippling and I see the lotuses dancing. The rain is washes away my tears and I become aware of the fact that no one sees me crying. "
-- written by charlie Chaplin

And my walk in rain is all about My loneliness, My depression, My feelings which i wanted to share with my special ones always but....
The other side is that i would like to have ice creams in rain which is a thrilling part that i enjoy alot and the main thing is that i always like to play n dance in rain like anything forgetting this world n getting into my imaginations.

Me Painting...!!!

Hmmm...
What can i tell about my painting hobby!
I have been into painting since my childhood bt after my intermediate i stopped it completely.
But again now i want to start it strongly....
Yeah i m planning for that...this time I to purchase a canvas and do a full fledged paintings.
Just waiting for correct time as now i m busying in getting jobs...
I m very much interested in oil painting n sketching.
Lets see i may become a good artiste and can have lots of my painting collection.
who knows!!!

Me Travelling..!!!

Travelling...!!!
One of my dearest hobbies...yeah i like travelling very much.
I would like to travel this entire world within my life time.
Travelling to each n every country n spending time in their own way is something like i want to do from my childhood.
But till now i just went to some places in our country.... around 3 to 4 places.
I hope that by one day i surely travel atleast some parts of this world.

Me Dancing..!!!

Haaaa!!!
I would like to dance with my girl like this one day...!
I m very much interested in dancing n i practice all the dance steps.
My favt dancers r hrithik roshan, michael jackson, chiranjeevi.
I wanted to learn classical and western dance...but due to some cirumstances...i couldn't.
Even then i dance well(its true...my body is very flexible).
So, GOD please bless me....yaar!!!

Me Cooking..!!!

Hmm Delicious ...isn't it!
I love cooking and eating...ha ha ha.
I m a good cook(i believe so n dont worry everyone eats well when i cook).
I m a big foodie. I like to taste every kind of food tht gets in this world.
So, friends next time when u visit my house dont forget to KISS this little cook.
Cool!!!

Me singing...!!!

I feel like KING OF THE WORLD while i m singing coz i m a good singer...
Dont laugh...its true!
I like singing very much....
I mainly spend my valuable time on music...
Mostly in the evenings i go up to my terrace , sit lonely n listen to good music.
Music totally depends upon my mood. I feel very relaxed, confident, cool and many more such things when i listen n sing songs.
Music is like strength to me.
My favt singers r many...lyk kishore kumar(the gr8 singer), mukesh, rafi, shaan, sonu....i think almost all singers who sings well....he he.
I want to learn some of the instruments in music....mainly guitar...
Just imagine ...santosh playing guitar and singing a beautiful song on stage...
wow..wht a sight....isn't it!
Lets hope for best.